i am kristy

You scored as James Bond, Agent 007. James Bond is MI6's best agent, a suave, sophisticated super spy with charm, cunning, and a license's to kill. He doesn't care about rules or regulations and somewhat amoral. He does care about saving humanity though, as well as the beautiful women who fill his world. Bond has expensive tastes, a wide knowledge of many subjects, and his usually armed with a clever gadget and an appropriate one-liner. James Bond, Agent 007 67% Maximus 63% Batman, the Dark Knight 58% The Amazing Spider-Man 58% William Wallace 54% Indiana Jones 50% Lara Croft 50% Captain Jack Sparrow 50% Neo, the "One" 46% The Terminator 42% El Zorro 33% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

I think it was in a sermon sometime last year, I can't remember who spoke or the exact words they said, but one thing I do remember is that they said, we decide what we are - happy/sad, angry/joyful, grateful/bitter and so on. It's a choice. And for me I was learning to be more mature in my emotions (still learning)... and so I decided that I chose to be love, committed, present, real, positive and pure. And from the past few days, I have decided to add another one - be passionate.

The Planetshakers conference was awesome, it actually was a first for me to be a fulltime delegate, I have only served at previous conferences, so it was really good to receive from this one. Everything - the worship, speakers and people we met, was full of passion, passion for Jesus Christ! It was full on and you could see it in their faces and by the way they spoke that they truly are passionate about the God they serve. Can I honestly say that?

I guess being brought up in a Christian family, I've been happy to go along just doing what I've always done; being a good christian, going to church, fellowshipping with friends etc. But that's not what it's all about, there's more.

I want to be SO passionate about Christ, that people will see and want to know His love as well, that it'll be so attractive that it'll draw people closer to Him, that God will be glorified in everything and every thought (ha that is a hard one). I know I can't do it, being just a human, but I know through God's spirit He will help me, and every day is a new one. It's just up to me to make that decision, the decision to be passionate!

I'm sitting in dozo, a nice japanese place on the corner with the view of the escalators... great place to people watch and also be watched, hmm now that's a scary thought!

anyways, the day started bad and then got a little worse and then horribly bad!!! had another cry in the office and Simon joked saying this is a 4-month thing - me having a cry in the office haa... but he added that it was good to let things out ha had a wee chat and he's so funny, cuz he started to get all teary-eyed hehe... and even the guy next to me was all concerned etc. ahh the power of a few tears, but it's so funny cuz crying is sooo unattractive with the runny nose and blotchy face etc... but I guess there's something about people expressing their emotions in this way that makes you break

sigh... so that's why I'm having japanese, my comfort food and so the day continues...